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Name: Hilarie
Location: Utah, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: Sports, working out, hanging out with my buds, reading, and writing
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
9/24/2003
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| Wow, I haven't wrote in this thing forever! But right now, I'm bored and sicker than a dog, and can't even work out.
So much as changed the past seven months. After Tatiana got into my online diary entry, I am no longer friends with her, Bonnie, and Juliana. They do deserve to be pissed. I think Stephanie has forgiven me, but I don't count on that happening with Bonnie and Tatiana. I will not stoop low enough to say crap about them to everyone. Only that they do deserve to be mad. I hardly said anything about Bonnie, and it wasn't too nice. I' m just confused because she has said horrible stuff about almost everyone she knows. When she finds out something is said about her, she never forgives them. When CJ tried to apologize, she wrote him a very nasty letter. But its the kind of person she is, just like I'm also very sensitive to criticism. It happened, and you know what, I'm over it, and I will not crawl back and say I will do anything to get them back. I'm a much stronger person than I used to be. I said sorry and that should be it. Melinda wanted to know my perspective on the whole thing, and I even told her that I wasn't going to be mad at them for finding my diary entry and I wasn't going to say any crap about it. It happened, and that's the way it goes. Kelsi is trying to get Bonnie and me to talk again, but Kelsi doesn't seem to really know Bonnie as well as I do. I'm just going to move on with life, smile at them (even though they give me the eat-crap-and-die look), and just hang out with my other friends.
I've also lost 25 pounds, and I am aiming for 20 more. I look pretty good, but I know I can and will get a rock-hard body some day.
And yes, I found someone else that I'm after. His name is Justin, and he is so, well, beautiful!!! He has the best personality, (and lol, he is a little scrawny, but in a cute way), and the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. My mom thinks that he's gay, and I'm praying that's not so. He is almost too perfect to even be true. He doesn't act gay, but he doesn't really bother with girls, but at least we flirt a ton!
Anyway, school is all ready getting to be a huge pain in the butt. My classes are killing me, and I am ready for the my senior year. I am going to make this as much fun as possible, since after this year, I will never see most of my fellow seniors again.
I better go back to bed, later!!! | | |
| Okay, this is so weird. I can't believe Steph and Ashley aren't friends anymore, but now I get the feeling I have to chose between both of them, even though I don't want to. I am closer friends with Steph, because I talk to her a lot more, but I've been friends with Ash longer than Steph. Yeah, I was furious with Ashley after she was acting rude to me before talking to me first during the fight, but at least that is settled and done. Last night when Steph and I were going to basketball game, she wanted to stop at the party for about 10 minutes, because her boss and CJ wouldn't stop bugging her to come to the work party. It was really awkward, because Ashley wouldn't even talk or really look at us, when Steph, CJ, and I were chatting.Then Steph left for a minute, and then Ashley was talking to us. Then Stephanie and I left to go to the game, and it was hilarious, because it was so cold, Stephanie and I ran to go inside screaming the whole way. The game was fun, because Steph and I were really getting into the game. Well, Steph was more than me, I was too busy checking out my crush :smiley: ! After we lost to Copper Hills, Steph and I went to Arby's to go get some food and we were talking for about an hour. But yeah, since we aren't going to Sweethearts, Steph, Juliana, Tatiana, CJ (maybe) and I are going to hang out and watch a movie. Anyway, I have get going, since I have to work (although I wish I was spending it with the boyfriend-i-don't-have!)so later! | | |
| I am so tired! It was busy at work, so I had to keep running around to do stuff. Yesterday was fun though, since Jess, Fairy, and I went on our weekly "coffee date" over at this great coffee place at Sears Grand. Since both Jess and I had to work, we didn't sit down, talk and joke around like we usually do. Ashley and Stephanie, you two should seriously come down next time with us, we have so much fun. Anyway, I am really not looking forward to softball. I'm just playing so i don't disappoint my parents. Anyway, I'm just barely starting varsity this year, and katie is a freshman and starting varsity this year too, so i feel kind of awkward about that. Anyway, I have to do homework, later!!! | | |
| OMG, New Year's was fun for the most part. At around 8, I went over to my work to go buy some sparkling cider and cookies, and I was giving Mindy, Chantel, and Adam crap, cuz they had to work until late that night. Then I went over to Fairy's to go bug him. Jess came back early from work, and then five out of the eight of us that were there decided to have a Dance Dance Revolution competition, and I kicked everyone's ass! Jess and I then went over to Carrie's party, and then we were playing Mayo. It was funny, mainly because Thomas was giving out stupid penalties, and then Jess and I had to go take my sister and her friend to my parent's party. After that, I went to go visit Steph's party (I told steph earlier i tried to visit her when she invited me over, and with Ashley calling me all upset earlier, I thought it would be nice). After Ashley and I had a short wrestling match, I had to go back to Carrie's party and besides, I kind of felt a little out of place there (no offense, Ash). One thing that was driving me insane was that my damn phone wouldn't stop ringing all night! I left it in the car while I was at Steph's and I got seven phone calls in just a half hour! Then Jess and I had to pick up my sloshed parents with me driving the suburban home  and then we partied over at Jessica's for the rest of the night. Speaking of partying, I have to get ready since I told Jess I'd be there in an hour and I just woke up :smiley:! Lata! | | |
| Hey, does anyone have any ideas of what to do to save you from boredom when you are sick??? | | |
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